wings and dandilions.

it's funny. in this moment, i feel so incredibly alive.

i finished a book today, felt hungry, ran, and painted my nails.
i watched a movie too. did i tell you the book was sad? because it was. i hurt for the little girl, i felt my heart wrap around her unfair life.

i used to wake up and feel a bit unworthy. unprotected, unloved, and cheated. i don't feel this way anymore, at least not much...or at least in unmeasurable amounts. i guess it was like my being judged every thought that entered my world, i would label each of them with an "unworthiness". i was aware of an imperfect person, i was aware of myself.
but then things started to change. i realized i was the center of a beautiful place. everything around me started to show a glimpse of imperfection...i accepted the unideal ways in which life tends to be. to doubt anything, is to stunt the growth of your dreams, visions, and ways. live with simply put goals: love, forever, and never missing a good Sunday morning cartoon.

if you want forever, start now.



im in a place of so many opportunities right now. more than ever, i have discovered things about myself. everyday i find something im pleased with about life. it's truly amazing to look at a panorama of your existance...whether what you see is good or bad, you're holding the camera. the next snap shot is yours, make it what you want.

this week, i have taken a few beautiful realizations with my panoramic mind set. tarot cards, kick ball, and marshmallow carpets. im ALIVE. like nothing i have been before, i am alive.