snuggle up.

you know, i don't feel bad anymore about the things i've said. im glad you've learned to look into what makes me tick, and explore that. the side of me opposite of you might be hard to dig through, and i fully understand that. you really do keep my heart beating, and nothing has excited me in a more "tingly" way. i honestly do feel your smile make its way up my spine, even though such a smile is so rare.
those are the things i love so completely about you, your rarities.

on sunny days i truly find nothing in myself to love. im selfishly stubborn, undoubtedly insecure, and have days when im hell to be around. im a princess in every single way, if the world doesn't revolve around me..life may get tough for you.
luckily, sunny days are fewer than rainy days.



when it comes to thinking about life after all of this, i go insane with pleasure. i know we'll have it made, and i know you want every desire i chase just the same. will we still make forts and sleep in them? will we hide behind walls to scare each other? and will saying "i love you more" leave us going to bed wrapped up in contentment?
i hope so. i hope with every bone in my body that the best parts of us remain.
i want to wake up when we're 85, and still laugh at the way i wrap myself around you when we sleep.

i don't want diamonds, jewels, or silk sheets.
i only want you, and classy brown bottled beer.