the same thing.

things fall apart so you can put them back together. you've been distant for so long, and im trying my hardest to build something back up. it's just not there. we've got our backs turned on each other, pulling in opposite directions. i have to let go in order to hang on to anything.


it seems that the moment i get what i want, my mind changes. im not used to this, it's completely new to me. and you have the hardest time understanding that. tell me, what is love and why do you say i can't feel it? im well aware of the bitterness here. i know what goes on. but guilt can't make up my mind. i've told you before im stronger than that..and you know better than anyone that every word off of my lips contains a bit of truth.

in order to acheive anything, you have to except risk. you were mine..this is mine.

on the doormat of reality your welcomed with many hardships that come hand in hand with only a few moments of bliss. it's all worth it. reality, that is. you have to live in the moment and just be okay with shittiness sometimes. im knocking at the door, and i know it's gonna open. im nervous, don't get me wrong, but this new begining is long overdue. being sheltered is great until that roof seems to vanish. sugar tastes sweet until your fingers become sticky. and love seems perfect until your left with a lock, but no key.

life's here! i gotta keep livin' it.