something more.

i like walking in the cold to get to where you are. and laughing at everything that shouldn't be funny. the way your excuses can't fit your story, and how after all of this..you find a way back to me. always.

do you think that fate puts every person in your path, every problem in the way of your destination, and every twist in your horoscope? im lost for words at how completely seamless my story is this time. i've never been one to fully embrace the "everything happens for a reason" theory. i guess you throw a rock into the water expecting perfect rivets to form around it, but what if just once they don't look so perfect? do you fish the rock out of the pond and toss it again, just to get the circles you were expecting?
im overjoyed with where i stand in my life. i have amazing people around me, atleast three unscratched family guy seasons worth of dvds, and warm brown sugar scented candles that never fail to make me love winter.
being this content is impossible to perceive through clouded eyes. getting stuck in a rut only makes you want to re-do the past moments to rid you of an issue. but when taking back a breathe takes back more than just mistakes, ask yourself if an erased scuff mark is worth the loss of anything more than just that.

i want everything to "happen for a reason"
i want to look back someday and realize that all my troubles were worth it in the end.
im ready to enjoy simple laughter, your knock at my door, and a lost kiss.
im ready for frozen fingertips and maybe a few excuses too.
because after all of this, you find a way back to me.
always.